Condition Blah
Still feeling rather depressed and fairly apathetic. Sure, yeah, whatever, I'll play for service or not don't really care, etc.
Some of it's just "winter", honestly. Some of it's probably the fact that I feel like I'm coming down with something - that "leading edge" of aaaaaalmost feeling like I might possibly be getting a cold. A little run down and tired, almost headachey, that sort of thing. But I know some of it's due to the ongoing situation.
At least I'm not on the Edge Of Despair anymore, though. That's something to be pleased about. And I'm fighting the apathy (weird, innit, that's a contradiction of bizarre proportions) and depression, which I just flat-out could not do yesterday.
Some of it's honestly due to this place, I think. When I'm not-here I'm doing pretty good. In the morning I'm pretty good. Afternoons are the worst. I don't know if it's just that my energy levels go down after lunch and then going outside helps me "wake up" or what, but I do know that afternoons at work are the WORST for me.
Oh well...drink more water...
Some of it's just "winter", honestly. Some of it's probably the fact that I feel like I'm coming down with something - that "leading edge" of aaaaaalmost feeling like I might possibly be getting a cold. A little run down and tired, almost headachey, that sort of thing. But I know some of it's due to the ongoing situation.
At least I'm not on the Edge Of Despair anymore, though. That's something to be pleased about. And I'm fighting the apathy (weird, innit, that's a contradiction of bizarre proportions) and depression, which I just flat-out could not do yesterday.
Some of it's honestly due to this place, I think. When I'm not-here I'm doing pretty good. In the morning I'm pretty good. Afternoons are the worst. I don't know if it's just that my energy levels go down after lunch and then going outside helps me "wake up" or what, but I do know that afternoons at work are the WORST for me.
Oh well...drink more water...
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