Random stuff from the last few days, because I might want / need it later. I applied for THE PERFECT JOB. Seriously, if I could've custom-designed a job that would've been it. Interviewers were really encouraging, and I got the impression that they would've hired me on the spot if they hadn't already committed to more interviews later. And...then...they HIRED SOMEONE ELSE. And I gotta say, I'm angry. I'm angry, I'm depressed with a capital D, I'm frustrated, and I'm just flat-out tired of hoping, tired of trying, and frankly tired of believing that God really does have my best interest and "something better than I ever imagined" for me when all I get is crap, crap, and more crap. My job has gotten progressively more hideous every day, it's getting harder and harder to get the motivation to even GO, and right now the only thing keeping me going to work every day and not quitting is thinking of what that would do to Kev if I just qui...