Okay, so.

I still don't WANT to move, but I guess I'm at last WILLING to move.
I made a deal with God yesterday - that I'd apply for any job he'd send my way REGARDLESS of location, as long as it looked like something I'd like to do.

Less than an hour later, Denise pinged me with information that there's a CATIA V4 job in Grand Rapids in a non-automotive capacity being listed by KForce.
So...I applied.
We'll see what happens.

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